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I want a boy.
I want a girl.
I want to leave this world.
I want to drink.
I want a pill.
I want an ocean full
for years of tears,
lot of fears.
I'm Sorry.
I'd like to thank myself for killing me.
But you wouldn't understand.
I'm not a girl yet I'm not a woman.
Lost and loveless.
Sleep for days.
A million lovers thrown away
over nights and frowsty fades.
Soft as heaven, again and again.
What have I got to give to you?
Was in your hands and very thin...
Do you remember me?
Woke up late in a fade.
I'm Sorry.
I'd like to thank myself for hurting me.
Still starving.
Lost and loveless.
Sleepless overnight.
One person ghostly fading.
Soft as heaven.
I'm coming - heaven!
I'm driften through another day...