Dreams Had Made My Life Unclear

Listen to what I'm about to say. It's not worth repeating in any way:

I fake a smile, put on a show.
Be happy and laugh, no one will know.
On the outside I may be happy and fun.
But on the inside, I'm unhappy and numb.
People they look at me, they have no clue
of when I'm alone, the things I will do.
I cut myself as I cry and cry.
Look at myself and the tears in my eyes.
No one understands me, they can't see.
All the hate I have, but only for me.
The people who do see, they won't tell.
Some watch me suffer, in my own little hell.
Sad, emo, unwanted, but kind.
And fat and ugly run through my mind.
These cuts grow deeper everyday.
Pretty soon there will be a price to pay.
For some people, this is the worst thing they ever did,
but for me, whatever...
I'm just a sad emo kid!

So now I've said what I had to say.

Love always,

The Girl Who Died Today!